THE MISCONCEPTION OF WHAT IT MEANS TO BE A SAVAGE WOMAN
THE MYTH OF THE SAVAGE MUSE
The myth of the savage woman is that she is this heartless, ruthless, strict, highly boundaried, unrelenting, highly
energetic, very sexual woman who is not necessarily wide open in the heart, right?
I think we all know a woman who's like that.
Women have no issue opening their legs, yet opening the heart is a totally other issue.
This is not savage muse. The savage muse, I'll be speaking a lot throughout the course is: the sacred whore.
We could say the primordial feminine. We could say Babalon.
What I'm talking about is this original femininity, this pulse that lives in the body of every being, male or female, male socialised, female socialised, man or woman, non -binary, twin spirit, however you identify, however you were born, intersex.
Whatever your disclaimer is, the origin is the same. We all share that same origin. And the origin that we all come from is from the pulse of the heart. I see no more original expression of femininity than a woman who is so strong that she can be soft than a woman who is so trusting of her capacity to speak to her internal experience through the external. that she's able to surrender because she has learned how to really protect herself by projecting herself. There is nothing more powerful than a woman connected to her intuition.
Why is that? She begins to trust herself and when you trust yourself there's no more fear -based choices in relationships. We're no longer afraid of rejection. We're no longer paralyzed by the terror of being seen and we've replaced all of those anxieties and insecurities with the thrill of falling in love, with the entertainment of being seen, with the joy and the ecstasy of what it really means to embrace being here fully.
sacred whore; babalon will help you get there
I'm speaking to two different things here :- we're unfucking the phenomena of the goddess archetype that has been whitewashed we are beginning to understand that when we lift her skirt there is no longer this kind of polly-pocket doll like hair free texture we're understanding that the the original expression of the feminine is gnarly and sweaty and bloody and messy which doesn't negate her innocence and we have to understand that innocence is different to naivety and we're beginning to unfuck a secondary phenomena which is that of the savage woman being a guarded woman.
Here's the paradox of what it means to be a savage woman:-
When i can trust myself i can surrender fully; when my inner man is online and able to show up and protect me and encourage me to walk away from the table when love is no longer being served it means that when love is being served at the table i can really show up for it.
it's understanding the relationship between your internal masculine and your internal feminine; they really do inform each other and there's a particular chemistry required to really unfold into femininity.
you may believe that it would be through the archetypal feminine roots of softening of surrendering of being in beingness of doing yin yoga of relaxing as much as possible doing as little as possible when actually biologically we have to look at how the female body is formed to understand how we can really integrate and become a whole woman.
if you want your heart to open and soften and widen just the muscle of the heart, we have to understand the neighbouring allies of the throat and the solar plexus. So if your core, your abdomen, which is the physical seat of your solar-plexus is weak because you're not defined in your expression in the world and because you're not activating your body physically on a regular basis, your heart will be weak and your heart will never truly open. And when your heart does open, it's going to be reactive. There's going to be fear. There's going to be a consequence of your openness. And we don't like that. As savage women, we want to fuck. ourselves wide open every day we want to love ourselves even more open every day we want fuck and we want love and we want peace and we want bliss we want all of the base human experiences .
if you're on this course you're a woman who came here to do; to really make the most of being incarnated that's the savage muse.
what we need to really understand is with savage muse is: we begin with the savage aspect of the muse before we allow ourselves to move into the muse into the satiation into the archetypal femininity the authentic feminine current that is so deep can only be contacted when we've done the work of integrating the internal masculine principle.
masculinity is not superiority and masculinity is not even charisma; the deep masculine current is swapping the need to be right with the capacity to be vulnerable. a strong masculine leader is a person who obliges to confess in every moment and tell the truth not their own personal agenda and truth but the truth of what they see in the room that's a strong masculine leader masculinity runs in the bodies of women and men and so what we really want to do is we want to weed out all of the toxicity of our masculinity, look at the ways in which we criticize ourselves, look at the ways in which we gaslight ourselves, look at the ways in which our internal masculine is more of a bully rather than a beloved and we can really just transform our bully into the deepest, most mature, most grounded, most relaxing beloved we have ever met and he belongs right inside of us.
can you imagine what it means to connect with a lover from that place -when two people are in the room - we get investigate where our internal men are able to come into connection together, or whether they're in competition. And when my woman and your woman come together, and do they create a genuine sisterhood, or are they in intimidation or competition?
the harmony of any relationship, and the chemistry of any relationship, is dictated by your capacity to build allyship between your internal men and internal women, and cultivate polarity and dance in and out of the roles of man and woman. Again, this has nothing to do with the sex that you were assigned at birth, and especially nothing to do with your gender that you identify with.
Every single thing in the world that has reached from formlessness into form contains masculinity and femininity, contains alpha and omega, contains consciousness and light.
Because guess what? Anything that has moved from nothing into living has required the baseline chemical equation of consciousness and light. So you cannot deny that.
In order to surrender, we must learn how to lead.
In order to lead, we must know how to surrender.
You wanna know how to receive life, learn how to give life.
So
welcome to Savage Muse. We are gonna get right in at the deep end, and it's gonna be savage.
Because guess what? I want you actually satiated. I want you actually surrendered. Because most likely, you are really good at pretending to surrender. And most likely, you've never actually tasted it. and I want every... single woman on this planet to taste genuine surrender and to experience genuine devotion. So if this sounds like something that you're in the mood for put your seatbelt on, get ready to unfuck everything you thought that you knew about femininity, about womanhood, about dominance and surrender and let's get ready for the journey together. I love you so much, have a beautiful day. and for saying yes to the muse Thank you.

